Lost Cries

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what's going on

i want to go home

but my walls don't feel like my own

my mind

my body

don't feel the same

i have no one to blame for this pain

I'm done living while things inside me die

i want to cry and let it all out

will someone please give me the benefit of the doubt

don't give up on me

Please...?

anyone?

i want to die and end it all

because after life there is no sadness

but

would anyone care if i die

right here right now

just please don't give up on me

not yet, not now

does anyone hear my cries?

ive stopped eating

I'm done with all these beatings

I'm done with my own emotions

I'm going to end it all

i have no one to call

in a place so far away the shadows will never find me

HELP ME